ooh.. i have so much fun today... went to ktv again wif em and zh... as usual... three of us only. actually i dint bother to msg others... give up! either they not free or they dun even bother to reply me... then forget it lo... din want to name out who are they... anyways, really have lots of fun... next time i gonna sing purple rain again..hah.. more pics to be loaded... stay tune ?!

notti boy jinwei last yr birthday 

smile =) charlie angels... hmm wheres charlie? 

happy mooncake day!! haha... guess what i am doing now? savouring my durian mooncake and typing at the same time... yumyum!! went out to play with my uncle's sons jinwei & jinhao. jus now... when i asked them wheres the lanterns i bought for them, they happily told me spoilt already... pengz!i bought them spiderman and ultraman lantern cost me $6 each... and it is spoilt... so fast omg! maybe i shouldnt have pass the lantern to them so early... should have pass it to them today... they are so adorable...

i cant sleep... now is already 1240am, and i cant sleep.... i got indigestion problem... god please help me... my body is tired le.. but i cant sleep... i have not experience for long time liao... i learnt my lesson last time nv eat so full, but i din eat alot today wor... i ate as normal... wahh.. cannot make it.. the bloatiness is killing me... arghh...

my weekend has jus ended like tat... jus finished writing a testimonial for my frens whom i care... tink i too boliao already... must find things to keep myself occupied... zzzz

When faced with a minus, ask yourself what you can do to make it a plus. A person practising this attitude will extract undreamed of outcomes from the most unpromising situations. Realize that there are no hopeless situations; there are only people who take hopeless attitudes.

Running from fear only strengthens fear, you are demonstrating that fear has power over you. Fear must be faced and gone through.. Only then do we learn the truth of fear, that fear is merely an illusion, not a real thing..

All our loneliness and worry and fear seems to fade in the prescence of a friend who never judges but stands alongside with loyalty... Its gives us what we need to be a friend as well.

i have so much things that i want to do before i am old... like get a car license, learn how to scuba dive, attend kickboxing classes... cos i know that next yr onwards me dont have the luxury to learn all these... got to study at night... (2yrs..) the prob is i dont have kakee... and i am still searching for it... hehe
God, why all my gd frens stay so far from me ah... I felt as i grow older, the lesser frens i have... its true that gd frens a few can liao... but i still feel lonely... it is time to get a bf? haha... sounds so despo but i am not, havent meet my mr right! keke.. oh well, weekend is ending.. got to start werk tml, monday blues...

hmm, was chatting with my fren jus now... call back a few memories... miss those days and thinking back i was abit foolish. kinda regret doing a few things... shouldnt have reacted that way. anyways, what has past had past... what is done is done... there no way to turn back time.. i learnt my lesson and i am goin to change. to change to be a better person...

hee... 22nd sept is the day i will not forget... anayways, went shoppin with my kakees today again... got a pair of blue jeans... act i nv tot i can wear gio jeans.. lucky emma intro.. hee. thanks gal! will upload some pics next week days... so stay tune.. hoohoo...

celebrated my sis big day today in advance... we went to shop for her mp3.. cost a few hundreds bucks... nvm she dotes me alot.. shudnt be stingy and calculative hee... hmm, slept v late last nite.. i think i went to bed 4am and my parents still playing mj... and this morn they woke up much earlier than me... clap hands..
we had steamboat at home... damn nice.. hee i love my mummy... hee mushy.. she is such a gd cook.. and she dotes me alot.. hah i am her big baby
yest went to sentosa... i am goin to sentosa again this weekend... addicted.. i like the beach and the sun.. (act main motive is to see see look look hunks... kiddin la) sentosa got alot of changes... v beautiful now.. more shops liao... how i wish i can get a job there... spend my whole life there it w be v shoik.. and i will die without regret man... hee

alrite these are the few pics that can show to pple one... hee the rest not nice...  

hee... face kena cut 

say cheeze... pieseh teeth abit yellow... kekez

yhew, amazed by myself that i am still awake writing a blog... heez! went to sentosa... its been a long time that i have not been to sentosa liao... quite a few changes... nicer and cleaner.. more shops as well... think i goin to get the member card.. cos cheaper..
well, i walked alot today.. until now both my legs are aching... heez! took a few pics and i have uploaded some in the friendster... enjoy the pics hah.. (bhb) goin to sleep soon zzzzzzzz

Yhew, finally its friday... have been looking forward to friday so as i can wake up late late on sat morn... lack of sleep recently... kept falling asleep at werk... sometimes i cannot tahan i hide in toilet to take a break.. haha.. sounds horrigible huh.. bobian need to recharge abit..
jus finished playing my warcraft game... and i feel that the more i play the more awake i am.. hmm.. recently my boss told me that there will be huge changes in the coming october... my dept will be merged with the prority banking... and he hinted me that they might not need a service assistant... oh no, i am goin to be retrenched? he mentioned that he might convert me into service relationship manager which means i got to serve customers... and i told him frankly that i will go for it if company give me a chance... but then SRM not easy, got to handle customer issues... and heard that SRM is like a slave to all the RMs(relationship managers) ... cos got to do all the paperwerk for all the RMs... haiz, any jobs got pro and cons la...really hope that i can be converted into SRM.. (heard the pay is about 3k) $_$ think its time for me to plan what if they really dun wan me liao... what can i do?

well, my heels got stuck in the drain again.. lucky i react fast. took off my shoe and pluck the shoe out of the drain... learnt my lesson never walk on drain with heels...
as usual i sang ktv again home today, v bloated jus now, but after singin haha, i feel hungry again... cannot make it man, getter fatter each day.
oh ya, my boss initiate to ask me how much he owes me today.. but then he havent pay me yet leh...
toking about werk, today i got a customer issue... v stewpig issue. the story goes like this....
recently shitty bank implement this citipro thingy.. a financial tool to help customer manage and analyse their portfolio... and i have to collect and send out all the citipros that the bankers did for their customer. And one of the banker's wrote in and complaint that we did not seal the envelope and was worried that others might have read through her financial reports and might kidnapped her.. cos she got 60k with us (omg!)
Banker unable to deal with the customer and now was pass over to our service banker to handle.. sobsob! din know what had happened to the envelopes... i did seal mah, i used uhu glue wor... haiz, customer claimed that there isnt any glue stained on the envelope... haiz, what to do... haiz, goin forward i think i must scotch tape every letter i send out... (fish man) the customer wants us to have an explaination from us... haiz, i dont deal with customer also will kena customer issue... and summore is this kind of issue man... feel helpless... and worst still i think the banker cried... when she spoke to me in the office today her eyes are watery and red
and i am the cause of it...arghh... i heard she got a few complaint cases today...and thats why she break down ba.. feel helpless cant help... only create trouble to pple... : (
hmm, things dont go smoothly these few days... last week something bad happened also... and partly is my fault... each banker has their own portfolio of customers to call, for them to cross sell their customers... and recently we have one banker who has left and boss told me to give the ex banker's portfolio to another banker called mel. so i printed out the portfolio for mel to call.. if i did not remenber wrongly it was wed... it was the same day whereby the another banker called yvon a gd fren of the ex banker handed me a list of customers to be transfered from the ex-banker portfolio to her own portfolio... last week i was busy with alot of things.. and i actually overlook and did not change the list of customers to yvon's portfolio on that day and i pend until thursday..
friday morn i took out the list of customer and went to boss to ask for approval.. cos i find it weird.. why su ka su ka anyhow can transfer customers like that ah.. is it that yvon is the gd fren of the ex banker and she has left and yvon can just transfer customer any o how to her own portfolio?! surprisely my boss approved leh... what to do.. boss say ok then ok lo... so i managed to get everything done by noon time fri... after my lunch break, yvon stomped into my room.. looking v panic and impatient.. she bombarded me with alot of questions kept asking when i transfer the list of customers to her portfolio this and that... i was confused at the point of time... not knowing what had happened... i was just too stunned to react man.. and i just stewpigly kept quiet... my colleague sitting beside me comment after she walked out of the room " who she think she is.. talk to you like that" not long after that my colleague went for her appt and mel came into the room.. she complained to me about yvon... she asked me the same question also" when did you change the list of customers to yvon's portfolio...blah blah" i sensed something is not right, hence i asked her what had happened... and she told me she has managed to cross sell a customer and it happen to be one of the customer that yvon asked me to transfer to her portfolio... before mel calls her customer she would look into the system who owes the customer and is was under her portfolio... and its all my fault.. if i have done the transfer on wed... mel would not have call the customer, cos she would have know that the customer belongs to yvon.... arghh.. i was v helpless.. dunnoe how to solve the problem, can see mel v pek sek and she told me she wanted to cry, not bcos of me but bcos of yvon, she said that this is the 2nd time yvon wanted to took her customer like that... i was v guilty
yvon very bua song, went to speak to boss and wants to take back the cm from mel... mel was very pissed by her as she is the one who persuaded and closed the customer why should she take it away like this... and mel did ask the customer who is the last banker she spoke to? the customer said is the ex banker not yvon... and yvon even bu zhe shou duan came up with a lie saying that she actually is followin up with the customer... (open eyes say lie man)
clap hands... why cant she just let go and let mel have the customer... the issue was only solved on friday morning... after mel approached boss and clarified everything... felt relieved when everything is finally over... that same afternoon yvon came to my room again, passed me a list of customer to be transfer over to her portfolio... all from ex banker's portfolio again.. this time round she said in a very bua song way... you do this by mon 9am ah... i remenbered clearly she repeated three times!!! i kept quiet cos still feelin abit gulty... ahh...i felt like i was been bullied... sob! nevermind, cos i am in the wrong no valid reason to talk back...
well, thought everything gonna be fine... shui zi dao.. today i kena this kind of issue arghh...
am i gonna lose my job soon??? haiz : (
opps, think i write too much liao...continue part two tml ba... wish me luck.. tml is the first day of the month in chinese calendar.. gonna eat vegetarian fd... hope it helps..

quite surprise that garfield is a nice show.... the garfield in the show is so cute... the garfield stationed at the cineleisure is so ugly.. discourage me not watch the show.. but lucky i did watched.. if not i would have miss out a nice show. but one thing is that the show is super short, 1hr 15mins only...
second movie i watched today was children on heaven (hope i got the title rite) it is the same show directed by jack neo (pao ba hai zi) children in heaven suppose to be a touching show but in the end me n lice laff throughout the show... (cold blooded animals..kekez)

Recently got the passion to sing.. hehe, maybe too busy with werk already wanna vent out my anger after werk... haha have been singing ktv at home these past few days when i got time.
wanted to join singing lessons, wanna learn the correct way to sing.
i have realise singing can make me happy, helps me relieve stress and also allows me to forget my troubles... especially those higher pitch songs... tink all my neigbours are suffering every nite.. kekez

Finally got a new pair of shoes... haiz, i tink i'm too clumsy and careless already. Not even one mth up my new pair of shoe will be worn out... last time i shop for shoes is during new year time.. can imagine my shoe is already 6mths old and it is v v worn out... din mange to find one i like until today.. kekez.
last month was a bad month for me, so many birthday parties to attend and i am real broke after that plus i bought my new handphone... goin to eat grass soon man... hmm, have been paying for the dinner every tues, hmmpf when is boss goin to reminburse me... got to find some ways to hint him again...
how wish tml is my pay day.. : (

Today is a super duper busy day. I have never ending werk to do. Anyone who walked pass my room will ask me what had happen to me... so many papers flying around and my table is so messy. Worst still got to help buy dinner... arghh am i a maid? I dun like tuesday...
Hmm, today i got a citibank memorial cash card worth $100... soothes my anger keke.. ($ $)
Lookin forward to Sept 22nd $$$$$ heez... Then i can go taiwan...
Took bus home today and as usual i bypass chinese garden, saw many pple alighting at chinese garden and chinese garden is filled with lightings...this year's decor theme is disney same like last yr i tink... Knock knock, anyone interested to go?

finally got my broadband and i can blog... read my cousin's and fren's blog recently.. felt sad after reading it. din know they undergo so much. well, tink after reading their blog i feel i know them better and i will treasure them better... thanks blog for letting pple to vent their anger and publish their unhappiness so as i can know what they thinking about... i am not a understanding person, i only care about myself... i'm like a hermit crab when i feel theres danger i will hide in my shell, and only comes out when i feel i am comfortable. haiz, really tinks i should open up myself more... yupz, trying hard.. tats y pple feel that i am a cool ger, or even "dao" ger. Anyways, tats me, if you dun like tats your prob.
Feeling very lonely since i started werkin. In office, dont really mix around with my colleagues, cos most of them older than me, by a few years. dun really click. They are salesfolk, their char and thinking is so diff from me. They speaks gd engrish too, i'm like a frog in the well man. Lucky i got to know a bunch of colleagues from other dept. Haiz, my job sucks man. Feel like a maid man, got to buy dinner... chase the sales folk for numbers.. MIS... what kind of job is this, what if i got citimodels and what excellent awards man.. from the outside it looks gd.. but the job sucks.
Since Don left dun have the kind of motivation to werk man. lesser werk to do, lesser things to learn... Misses the werking days with the bunch of gals and my ex boss. So much fun though alot alot of politics then. But still prefer to werk under him. Well, not say my new boss no gd, he is nice as he knows wheres the limit, not bossy, but v cool. He is a like a dragon, hee, weird description huh. Din really communicate much with him, not like Don's days, i and my ex boss always chat like frens, and we always joke man. So sumtimes i freak out when he is in bad mood, dun know how to react. Anyways, he din vent anger on me la. Just felt that boss and subordinates shouldn have the kind of gap, mayb we only werk tog for 3mths only, have not build the kind of repore(pardon me if i spell wrongly, haha!)
I am getting lazier and lazier man.. hee fatter as well man. Sit and face computer all day long... jialat, then got no time to go gym also, no kakee.. i am isolated in Jurong man. All my frens stay so far from me. How i wish i have a fren jus next door haha.. everyday can go disturb them. Anyways, life still goes on...